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It was rather ironic that his shirt read satisfaction guaranteed because I was not satisfied. Far from it, in fact the reality was I was laughing uncontrollably to keep from crying. He was sweating profusely, large beads drilled down his forehead before getting lost in his somewhat thick facial hair, only to appear again in slow but steady dribbled that would finally find a resting place over top of the second "i" in satisfied. The conversation wasn't cohesive, it was word vomit, both spontaneous and vile, as the words passed quickly over the metal barbell in his tongue and caressed the yellow stains on his crooked teeth. I wanted him to leav

I shouldn't drive late at night. No not after this, the urge is too strong. It's a desperate urge. No one would notice, its to early and yet still to late for bystanders, for accidents, for witnesses, for traffic lights to change. This would be on purpose, no one would even notice not till morning at least and it would be so easy to just push the pedal.

Speechless I was twelve years-nine months-two weeks-three days old when I said my first word and twelve years-nine months-two weeks-four days old when I said my last. It was dinnertime and we were all seated at the table, both mother and father at opposite ends. Eugene sat across from me recalling his day in such detail that it resembled a novel rather than a simple answer to the same evening question "How was your day?" -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  He always had a lot to say.  I didn't listen but counted the syllables in the words he used.  His words w

Mother To be Stop smoking Don't drink Don't you feel it? Kicking Can you hear? It's heartbeat Coincide with yours Will you still love It If it's born Still

When the floor stops Spinning In circles And the colors Separate You can take me Home Yes, home sounds nice My place Any place Nice But becareful I'm fragile Please I'm fragile And don't take Advantage

say it louder louder scream so even the deaf can hear tell me again and again and again till it echoes but this time don't whisper I don't hear it Often enough

He seemed surprised And I was drunk So he believed it In a different light I was seen Without that giddy stupor Take back your judgments I'm not as lost as I seem Without utensils I was anxious That's why I was shaking Not unstable or cold

The deaf man heard me crying And offered me his shoulder We were strangers He and I Our heart beats the only common ground Though I had much to say And even more to ask It was pointless There was no sound Nor color or space Just time Endless motionless And I wish I could see The beauty of it

And lets dance When we are high as kites Like the lunatics do Contained in our white padded rooms J O I N T L E S S We will fling our limbs Violently To take the pain away We will cover our eyes Fearless As our childhoods vanish We will scream Because the words aren't important Smoke Till our lungs collapse Smile Because were all crazy about something